As a starting, i wanna share about my course, DIPLOMA IN FOOD TECHNOLOGY. Macam saya juga masa lepas spm, mesti tengah sibuk nak isi upu la, nk isi tu, pikir nak sambung belajar mana lah. dont worry, itu normal. Kena buat research, ask your parents for their opinion, and don't forget to do solat sunat istikharah. Solat sunat istikharah ni nak minta petunjuk dari Allah to know which choices that you make is better. Okay, back to the point. Dip Foodtech ni ada kat uitm. Macam saya , saya belajar di kampus kuala pilah. Based on my knowledge, tak silap kat sarawak ada juga kot. Wallahu'alam. Dip foodtech ni dulu jangka masa dia 3 tahun, tapi lepas ni dah jadi 2 tahun 1/2. sebab, sem praktikal dah dianjak ke degree. Maybe sebab bila budak budak diploma dah habis praktikal then terus kerja so tak ramai budak degree nanti. maybe..  :P  well, Malaysia nak juga tinggikan tahap pendidikan rakyat dia kan?

ok. foodtech ni lebih kurang macam belajar nutrition la. what is carbohydrate? what is protein? macam masa sekolah dulu tapi more specific la. masa semester satu belajar benda basic sains dulu macam fizik, biologi, kimia. then dah naik semester 2 barulah basic nutrition. 

Beautiful just the way you are part 2

" perempuan kalau ada scars tak elok, lelaki takpalah, nampak macho"

i really disagree with this statement not because i have scars but it does not make any sense. Macho? seriously bro? not so macho hearing your words like that. Ada satu fahaman ni yang perempuan mesti have no flaws, kalau tak diorang ni tak lawa. And this fahaman makes many beautiful girls out there feel insecure with themselves. I faham tak semua girls yang ada kulit lawa, yang semulajadi lawa, takde parut and so on but it does not mean yang muka breakout ni tak lawa, yang ada parut ni ganas and tak reti jaga diri. Please la people out there, stop dengan fahaman yang membuatkan orang tak bersyukur dengan diri sendiri. 

Manusia memang sukakan kecantikan, and women are human too. Lelaki takpalah ada parut 'cause they are guys, lasak apa semua. Okay i nak tanya lah, they all tu bagi ada parut dengan sengaja ke? Tak kan, sama lah dengan perempuan. Okay bila perempuan insecure and start wearing makeup they said, women are fake. Okay pergi Watsons and Guardian nk beli barang kecantikan, they said membazir. Nak apa sebenarnya ?😅. 

"Perempuan kalau ada parut hantaran murah". Okay this statement lagi buat i rasa whuttttt??? What is the connection between duit hantaran and the scars? Do people getting married because of the body? of the beauty?? Okay ada satu kisah sorang laki ni nak kahwin lain sebab isteri dia dah tak cantik macam dulu and he went to this ustaz asking for some advice. Guess what  the ustaz said, " Kalau perempuan pon boleh kahwin lain, dah tentu bini ang kahwin lagi satu sebab aku tengok hang pon tak lalu dengan boroi nya, dengan serabainya"😂Padan muka!

There's so many things that bermain dalam fikiran i yang nak tulis but bila your minds berfikir laju sangat ayatnya tak tertaip jari dibuatnya. What can i conclude is, no matter what shape you are, badan berisi ke, baka besar ke, too thin ke, too dark ke, too putih org kata mcm vampire ke, parut tak boleh hilang ke 'cause i know nk rawat parut takes time and costly jugak, muka senang naik jerawat ke apa, start to love yourself more. Because if you want to be happy, ignore what people said and loves yourself and jadi orang bersyukur, there's many people yang tak bernasib baik nakkan life mcm you all yang you rasa habis hodoh dah tu. NO! you tak hodoh langsung. yang hodh all those words datang people yang mengamalkan fahaman nonsense tu. accept yourself more and you will feel happy. Diorang tak rasa yang all the flaws yang you've being through tu macam mana. Chin up girl. 

kalau ada lelaki yang read this, be smart okay guys? be more open and lebih memahami. thankyou!

Beautiful Just The Way You Are

SCARS TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL

She just wants to be beautiful
She goes unnoticed, she knows no limits
She craves attention, she praises an image
She prays to be sculpted by the sculptor
Oh, she don't see the light that's shining
Deeper than the eyes can find it
Maybe we have made her blind
So she tries to cover up her pain and cut her woes away
'Cause cover girls don't cry after their face is made

But there's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are
And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful
Oh-oh, oh-oh
And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful

She has dreams to be an envy, so she's starving
You know, covergirls eat nothing
She says beauty is pain and there's beauty in everything
What's a little bit of hunger?
I could go a little while longer, she fades away
She don't see her perfect, she don't understand she's worth it
Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface
Oh, oh
So to all the girls that's hurting
Let me be your mirror, help you see a little bit clearer
The light that shines within

There's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are
And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful

Oh-oh, oh-oh
And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful

No better you than the you that you are (no better you than the you that you are)
No better life than the life we're living (no better life than the life we're living)
No better time for your shine, you're a star (no better time for your shine, you're a star)
Oh, you're beautiful, oh, you're beautiful

And there's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark
You should know you're beautiful just the way you are
And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful
Oh-oh, oh-oh
And you don't have to change a thing, the world could change its heart
No scars to your beautiful, we're stars and we're beautiful

Songwriters: Alessia Caracciolo / Andrew Wansel / Coleridge Tillman / Warren Felder

Scars to Your Beautiful lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Universal Music Publishing Group

i love this song as it taught us to love ourselves no matter what size, shape, looks you are. I terlintas nak tulis this topic when i not-so-argue la pasal parut. He said that women tak elok ada scars but men okay 'cause laki kalau ada scars nampak macho. Macho? Serious lah beb.. Bagi I la kan, if laki ada parut is okay, perempuan pon okay. it is not their fault to have parut. Kenapa? lelaki saja-saja eh bagi ada parut tu? Tak kan... so perempuan pon sama la. Haaa the makciks bawang said that "korang perempuan kalau ada parut nanti hantaran murah". So what is the connection between parut and hantaran? Wants to get married because of the body and the looks ke? Haaa ada terbaca kisah sorang pakcik ni nak kahwin alin sebab bini dia dah tak cantik macam dulu, guess what? Ustaz tu kata, nasib baik kuota ada bini banyak tu kat tangan laki, kalau kat tangan perempuan, dia pon nak laki lain tengok ang cemni dengan boroinya, serabai. See? i know manusia sukakan kecantikan, and manusia tu lelaki dan perempuan lah, bukan lelaki je. 

So bila fahaman yang perempuan mesti kena flawless, lawa, putih gebu ni membuatkan many girls out there yang feel insecure with themselves. So pesan I, if you nak hidup happily with your live, start to love yourself first. Ignore what they said 'cause they don't feel or they don't know every flaws that happened to you is not your will. Kita tak minta pon kan? Kalau diorg tak suka, just go away. We don't need that type of people in our life. Tak kisah la you ada parut kat muka ke, tangan ke, you badan berisi ke, baka besasr ke, too thin ke, too dark or too white ke, as long as you healthy. Be beautiful for yourself, not for others or for bakal suami or what so ever. For guys yg terbaca post ni, pon sama, be smart okay? kalau you pon insecure dengan diri you, be handsome utk diri you sendiri. haa kalau dah kawin nanti nak look awesome untuk pasangan tu maybe it is a kind of semangat nak inspire kan diri you la kan. 

ish banyak lagi yang nak suarakan tapi bila your mind thinks faster than your fingers nak taip, tak tertaip jadinya. so papepun stay healthy, stay gold.